im tired of " infam0usxthugette "   .

lmao so yes that means time for a new xanga

anyone wanna volunteer to help ?

im moving ... saturday ...

other den that ... for the past few days i've been spending alot of time with my sweetheart. hes the best boyfriend in the world *SMiLES . & he made me the happiness grlfriend alive

friday - saw a movie w/ the little sisters

saturday - chilled in NY 

sunday - we watched a movie .

tuesday - we chilled at my house

wednesday - spend the whole day together

- now all i gotta do is spend some time with the buddies & i`m straight `=)

hey guys. yesterday & today was kinda fun. yesterday ( friday ) had beef at newport. the fight wasn't really that serious & to me no one won. i`m not going to include any details cus den ppl would start talking shit you kno ? bt all i`ma say is that i aint fought cus the grl i wanted to fight didn't want to fight me. anyways other den that i had fun. me boy n hien took vivian to watch shark tale she enjoyed it alot, when we got home all she did was talk about it, i`m glad i made her happy. lol anyways today went to ny with boy . tony . celeste . amor . john . jessica & jaycee yeah it was fun first time going to ny with friends. we went to eat at thai son  . drink tea&tea . elizabeth center. n walked around . over all had fun ttyl buh baiis *mwas

- count down. 5 days til i`m out of jersey city.  

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ok wow .. i never really thought about how much it`ll hurt to move out of this shitty ass place .... bt .. i`ve never thought about what good frends i have here .. made new ones ... got closer to the old ones ... man its really going to affect me ALOT . esp.... me n boy ... damn jus when my life is going as perfect as can be ... i`m moving ... this time crying wont help so what should i do guys ? jus move with making it hard for my parents and harder for myself to let go of what i have here ? or ....jus move without saying a word .. and a simple good bye to my frends ?  ... alot of people gone through the same shit that im going through right now. its going to be a really hard thing to jus to move to a new place where you know NO BODY nor does ANYBODY know you. and its going to hurt alot knowing you wont be able to be there as much for your frends as before. and they wont be there for me as much nither ... *sigh only if i could stay ... i would cry tears of joy man ... damn this blog is getting me all emotional and sad. upset. etc. so ima go now ... hope all of you are aware of this so it wont be a surprising thing . *frown. buh baiis. *mwas . much love

- uhh something i wrote. read it if you want `=)

-before  no one can ever see the hurt in my eyes the fake smile i hide behind everyone think i`m the perfect grl with a perfect life. no one has ever thought how much i`m really hurting inside.... and den the he walked into my life, everytime i cried he wiped the tears off my eyes and told me everything was alright.  he huged me n told me he loves me. & den i knew .. he`ll be my one and only baby boo. <3 dedicated to boy `=)

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